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Our flaw (Collaboration)

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They see us as a happy song filled
with the perfect harmony
Perfect combo, as they say
List oh list, we’ve been a perfect disguise
For we both know we had this flaw inside
 
Flaws that may tear us apart
Laws that reign over our hearts
Why can’t we see what’s supposed to be?
Should this happen for you and me?
 
Clog, I guess that’s the word we missed
The word I’ve been really pissed!
Can’t you spare a minisecond for our love?
A second to cherish and be loved
 
It’s something you taught me
And now I am in vain
Even if how loud I scream
All these words I couldn’t say
 
Now how I wish people see the frown
behind these smiles
The tears I cried when we’re out
for miles
You see? I cared too much
While you’re there, just waiting for me
to reach and touch
 
Though wings have withered
of air’s cold and bitter
Still one day is tomorrow,
Hands over smile and sorrow
 
So here I am mourning the perfectly flawed melody we had
Strumming till dawn, wishing you’re here my, My Lad.

A Second Street

 

I quietly stared at the peaceful calm blue sky

The green lush grass smells the significant past

I wondered on the second street why

How come this uncertain feeling still last

 

As the moon arrives on its halfway

You came along with a smize

Oh! There you are, I’m up and high!

I’m the heroine you need to save twice

 

Six minutes before the era ends

I rush back and forth then

Catching every breath as you gradually vanish

The mist just take you without further notice

 

I blankly stared at the picturesque sunrise

The wet grass sparks a hint of reality

I wondered on the second street why

Why there can’t be you and I.

“Desole”

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– to the people that I have had hurt because of being too opinionated and outspoken

-to everyone that I wasn’t able to please well

-to those that I had disappointed

-to those rumormongers that I didn’t even bother to buy their preposterous stories

-for I’ve been such a brat and I want almost everything to score on my way.

-for I’ve been too loud about how and what I feel which made me so annoying

-because I fail and wasn’t able to count the expectations from the people around me

-for being ugly and that, maybe, worsen your day

-for being an absent-minded freak that I slipped to create consternation and concern about how you feel

-for being such a groggy sleeping skunk all the time 

-that I spent a profusion of my time hating someone so badly

-that I’d been so afraid to get out from my comfort zone and had just been contented with anything that’s just reachable. I didn’t even dare to try something exotic, extraordinary.

-for irritating you with my bizarre personality

-for being such a green-eyed monster to anything that I do not have.

-that I’ve been too ambitious

-to bring you down.

-that I cheated during examinations ( Hehehehe )

– that I had ignored  the people I once love just because of a stupid reason

-I dwell too much on some things that didn’t even need and deserve my valuable time

-that I chose love over friendship :\

-that I misjudged some people

-for being a coward fighter

-for I allowed myself to be besieged with feigning people

-that I trusted so much easily

-for I am not an ideal significant other

-that I had let myself fall to his trap and lose the other

-that I expected too much from you

-I am not skillful in my field

-I have an impeccable taste of imperfection in my personality

-to the ones I love, for being so demanding and a burden to you guys

-I hold and keep grudges

-that I lied and had keep secrets

-for I will never take extra effort to go beyond perfection

-and lastly, desole, I’m sorry, for I’ve been true and genuine to myself and to everyone around me 🙂

 

From now on, I am going to be a better youngself. I am now all set and full alert to whatever that might come my way. to impediments, obstructions, torment or whatever that life takes me, say, it’s in the deepest core of earth, I’ll face them with resolute being and extreme determination. I promise, not to regret any single thing that I will be doing. 🙂

Stressed is Desserts

I’ve read from a random article that says “I don’t drown my sorrows; I suffocate them with chocolate.” and so do I. I always make it up to a point whenever I feel melancholic, stress, problematic bombarded with load of things to do or just plainly bored, I drop to the nearest dessert cafe to revel and savor the succulent and bittersweet taste that desserts can offer to me. They are totally my stress-reliever, more than just taking a tablet of a stress-reliever drug. Here are some of my favorite and mostly one of those I can run-and-lean-on-to desserts. Excuse me for the low quality photos 🙂

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1. On the Left side: That’s Vanille’s belgian truffles. I take 1-2 of these and poof! I’m back to my hyper-active self again.  2. On the right uppermost column: Savoring my one and only cookies and cream overload cupcake from Sweet Little thing. 3. On the middle: That’s Ice Scramble which I usually have 2 or 3 times a day of it in our school. This is really cheap and satisfying. 4: On the bottom right column: That’s Mango Crepes. It like a pancake rolled to be a triangular like and sprinkled with chocolate syrup, mango slices, whip cream and the best part of it is the Vanilla ice cream 🙂  I haven’t even finish the whole crepe just alone, I had to seek help from a friend to help me finish this one.

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This is from the best dessert buffet cafe here in Cebu “Fudge”. This is there best ChocoLava. It’s an ice cream cake with a mouthwatering melting chocolate. I can’t get enough of this. For the love of desserts, I’ll do cartwheels or whatever just to have another one.

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This is a Japanese dessert called “An-mitsu” from Cafe Egao where my friend and I frequently go for a study-out. It’s basically consists of jelly, sweet azuki bean paste, and syrup and variety kinds of fruits. This is really a yummy and healthy treat for our busy minds especially during major examinations

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These are just my best treat for my sweet-tooth cravings even in the most random moments, I actually drop by to La Marea to have my heavenly delightful warm brown-cup. I can say, this is my best detour for stress and problems or when I’m pressured with academic stuff. You”ll get enough of this with just a slice or two.

 

I would love to share more photos but it’ll take you forever to read if I’ll let it. So those were my topmost favorite desserts, I also love caffeine, like a frap from Starbucks or Seattle’s best or their enticing Belgian waffle. :)If only, I could marry food, I would totally love to! I’m really aware that I am moody and talkative and you know what’s the best thing to make me quiet? It’s desserts! 🙂 I couldn’t suffice everything about how I euphoric I am when I see food and desserts around me. It is somehow m recuperation for melancholy. To wrap it up I’ll leave you with this sweet and divine quote ” One of the very nicest things about life is the way we must regularly stop whatever it is we are doing and devote our attention to eating.  ~Luciano Pavarotti and William Wright” Till my next food tripping tout le monde. *wink *wave

“Reverie”

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I know you, I wish you know me too
Every tick of the clock
Calls the nuisance of my heart
That someday you might notice the throbbing sound of a trembling heart

You are someone, while I’m a nobody
Unbeatable, unshaken, unwavering
Someone everyone desires to be
For sure we’ll never be on the same land

But everyday the thought of you lingers me
Blows me to a place where have always long for
To your warm touch where we could just hide and flee
How I wish I could call you mine as I can also be yours

All of a sudden, I’m awake
Awake from my specious reverie
The reverie that lulled me into
A make believe that there’s you and me

Now I feel so pathetic and desperate
To hope for someone I can never
I can never make the impossible plausible
For I am no exceptional girl that qualifies your unattainable land.


Now

Days and Nights had been long

Sickness creep in more

I just want myself hit by a gong

So I won’t have my heart be tore

 

Sleeping has been a total escapade

For me not to think and miss you more

It pains, you know

To be in a dire distance is a no no no

 

Frivolous usage of time

To kill my yearning and thought of you

Coz when I do

bears an unbearable eagerness to see you

 

 A hug, a kiss, a touch

Your voice, your presence

could save me from this famine

That only you, could suffice

 

A tear from my left eye

you know why?

It’s you I want now

You, that I couldn’t have now

 

 

When your man knows you best

He need not to ask

what you need, what you want

he will have it for you right away 

He need not to ask

if you’re fine or gloomy

he will sense it

He need not to ask

if you can still do it

for he knows where your

strengths and weaknesses limit

He need not to bother you

if you’re doing things right

while you’re far from each other

for he trusts in you

he need not to ask if he has to come with you

he will come with no necessary hesitations

for he knows he’s your mighty guardian angel

and he won’t let any earthly unlikable creatures harm you.

He need not to look for any medicine

when you’re a bit ill or just pissed off

for he knows what makes you feel better

say a bar of snickers, Starbucks’ belgian waffle, or just a cup of hot chocolate

trust him, he knows it.

and when your man knows you best

he personally knows

that his presence

his existence in your life

is your best antidote.