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Uncertainty; Certain (Villanelle)

I think I’m insane

Something that’s bothering

A thing I cannot feign

 

An unknown thing I can’t tame

But yeah, it feels so amazing

I think I’m insane

 

You know what’s my aim?

To unveil this irresistible feeling

A thing I cannot feign

 

A romantic reverie keeps me throughout the day

An antidote to my wishful sweet nothings

I think I’m insane

 

Night and day, it inflames

Like a human specie keeps on evolving

A thing I cannot feign

 

Oh love! The language I claim

My mundane world has chanted

I think I’m insane

A thing I cannot feign.

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Exhaling Fag (Triolet)

Smoking kills so as they say

But why can I hardly stop?

In my hand the evidence stay

Smoking kills so as they say

As I put off this one last stick on my ashtray

I can feel my heart and sanity drop

Because smoking kills so as they say

But why can I hardly stop.

Ode on Hopelessness

This strand I am dearly holding

a grasp to continually live

Obstacles and trials are often overwhelming

Peace of mind, the thing I’m deprived

 

People say, it’s a constant turning wheel

I say, that’s just an excuse

My life is cursed, that’s what I feel

See, I can’t even refuse

 

On my lonely night hours, I creep

to the sea, I drown till I sink

On my deceitful day hours, I feign

to be as happy as they think

 

I want to punctuate an end to this

what’s the best thing to do?

A rebellion, an escapade or a suicide?

Then someone whispered, a prayer will do.

A Second Street

 

I quietly stared at the peaceful calm blue sky

The green lush grass smells the significant past

I wondered on the second street why

How come this uncertain feeling still last

 

As the moon arrives on its halfway

You came along with a smize

Oh! There you are, I’m up and high!

I’m the heroine you need to save twice

 

Six minutes before the era ends

I rush back and forth then

Catching every breath as you gradually vanish

The mist just take you without further notice

 

I blankly stared at the picturesque sunrise

The wet grass sparks a hint of reality

I wondered on the second street why

Why there can’t be you and I.

“Badgered Night”

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Tired eyes tried to shut

but then,

busy mind wants to shout

random thoughts here and there

It opens a window

in lieu of nowhere

randomness ignited

keeping tired eyes

away from sleep

oh hustling mind

spare me this time

to have rest

and a sweet goodnight.

“Reverie”

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I know you, I wish you know me too
Every tick of the clock
Calls the nuisance of my heart
That someday you might notice the throbbing sound of a trembling heart

You are someone, while I’m a nobody
Unbeatable, unshaken, unwavering
Someone everyone desires to be
For sure we’ll never be on the same land

But everyday the thought of you lingers me
Blows me to a place where have always long for
To your warm touch where we could just hide and flee
How I wish I could call you mine as I can also be yours

All of a sudden, I’m awake
Awake from my specious reverie
The reverie that lulled me into
A make believe that there’s you and me

Now I feel so pathetic and desperate
To hope for someone I can never
I can never make the impossible plausible
For I am no exceptional girl that qualifies your unattainable land.


Now

Days and Nights had been long

Sickness creep in more

I just want myself hit by a gong

So I won’t have my heart be tore

 

Sleeping has been a total escapade

For me not to think and miss you more

It pains, you know

To be in a dire distance is a no no no

 

Frivolous usage of time

To kill my yearning and thought of you

Coz when I do

bears an unbearable eagerness to see you

 

 A hug, a kiss, a touch

Your voice, your presence

could save me from this famine

That only you, could suffice

 

A tear from my left eye

you know why?

It’s you I want now

You, that I couldn’t have now